Messed up.

I honestly thought chem test was on Monday so i freaking hell woke up at 4am to study for it. 

Only to whatsapp my class at 6 to check if Chem test was really on that day.

Anddddd, it wasn't. 

It's this coming thursday.

ARRRGHHHHHHHH.

Wasted a good night's sleep because i only slept for 3 hours...

I'm so dumb.

SOBS.

It's a mad world.

So so so exhausted. 

I just wanna sleep now. 

But i can't.

M.U.S.T.S.T.U.D.Y.C.H.E.M.

Found this to motivate myself.

 And then, i saw this. 

And if you read my fb post before, you would have known that i once posted this:

"Every time the phrase "When you feel like giving up, think about why you held on for so long" is being posted, i always think to myself, "if it's talking about studies, then it doesn't make sense because i didn't choose to hold on, it's because society forced me to."

So now, i'm back to being negative.